Stop with the day of nothing
Sunday, July 23, 2017 0 comment(s)
Hello. I'm going to stop with the days of nothing. It's always days of somthing right.
Probably nothing had happened. I just wanted to calm myself. I'm having a little bit depression lately. Okay it's not a little bit, it's a lot I bet ya. I realize it must be something somehow that makes me feels these kind of sad, breakdown, depress emotion. The something turn out to be the girls thingy (if you know what I mean).
Besides, I do think "grey's anatomy" also a part of these emotion. Watching people life and how they dealt with it really makes me think, am I going to face those hard times someday. It's really freaks me out because I'm having such a relax and bored day now.
What am I supposed to do with all of it. I didn't prepare anything yet. I'm scared of what will coming. I'm afraid of future. I don't know which part I have to follow. I don't see anything now.