am I an ungrateful wife?

I always wonder how my husband faced my temper. Yep. Since knowing him, I did became very fiercy woman who cursed A LOT. No kidding. 

It's really bad. For me and my husband specifically. 

When I said since knowing him, people would wonder what happened?

No one knows him like I did. Tbh, I kind of regretting this relationship.  Other people see him as a guy who are very easy going, friendly yada yada. He is. But. 

He did cheat. Way before we got married. 

We got married because he was cheating on me. Stupid right?

Who got married after got cheated? Me *hands up*

He went out with his ex schoolmate, having an affair for 2 to 3 years maybe? And I know this after 5 years of relationship.  Crazy? 

Then all his bullshits got exposed one by one. He was very dirty person. 

Yet, here I am. Stupid woman who marries her cheater. Then expect the cheater could change and love her as she loves him.

No. I didn't said he is cheating now. But what he did kind of micro cheating. 

Who looks at other woman while HIS WIFE is still around him? And not just that, he really kind of leaving me behind just to get a very good sight of other woman who wears a very tight outfit.

He loves looking at other women boob's and ass's But not his own wife. Disappointed. Disgusted. 

Sometimes when I go crazy and let my temper controls me, I always feels sorry after that. But when this happened.  No. He deserved this.

I always feels like my heart breaks millions pieces more than him. 

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