You know what is one easy thing in life that give you peace? Not knowing anything. Not knowing is good. Is it or is it not?
I don't know man.
But really, truth does hurt.
My husband looked at a sexy woman a few days back. I noticed and try to act like i didn't see it.
We came back from dinner and get out from the car. I try to slow our move to the lobby because I saw that woman. So I slowly remove dried leaves that were on my car.
Surprisingly, he just leave me to get a better look at that woman. Dang. My heart ache. I'm pretending that nothing happened. I didn't say anything.
On the other day, I told my colleague how break my heart was. Pretending nothing happened but the fact is I know what he did. There is always apart of me that hoping that was just me who being an insecure and sensitive *my first day period tho.
So yesterday, I told him what I saw. He deny it at first. Then he just keep silent. Funny right when deep in your heart hoping that someone will love you always without looking at other woman when you gave him so many chances. Too much.
Seems like the chances given are not that special anymore. Am I stupid or what exactly?
From confessing what I saw calmly to screaming and cursing him until the next morning.
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